Doin everything i can but i just cant seem to thrive,
Doin everything i can just to keep hope alive.
Readin this rhyme book but i cant memorize every line,
Strollin down memory lane, rememberin the good times.
Cuz i feel stranded and lost at the end of the deepest and darkest cave,
I guess im just tryin to walk down a road that is not yet paved.
Could it be some knid of challenge , why is he tryin to halt my success,
but im still tryin to figure out who would put someone through this test.
But he keeps testin me, feels like hes arresting me, but maybe im just finnaly on the trail to my destiny.
So imma take the bullet to my heart but imma die another day,
but would i pack my bags and leave, if heaven was a mile away.
Heaven'll be a salvation if i leave so fuck this,
but i dont wanna leave if i dont know exactly what Love is.
But Heaven was perfection when it was made to begin,
but im tryin to get in , spillin my heart on this paper wit a pen.
But im litterly sittin here, fixin to go insane,
somehow i dont think words could emphasize this pain.
But im tryin to avoid this dance with tha devil, so he'll get outta my way,
And just tryin to keep ahold of my soul just till the end of the day.