FiReAsThAtThAnG
02-15-2006, 04:09 PM
V- Day
I bottled up my feelings, and I told no one
I wanted to kill you, have it over and done
But I thought about my family. What would happen to them?
Now I want to kill myself. Me gone instead of him
My thoughts are all mixed up. My mind is all scrambled
I still keep thinking about the way I was handled
You cannot make me respect you, by using a great force
It does not make me afraid of you, It makes me hate you more
It makes me think of ways to kill you, Or to kill myself
Thats no way to get respect, or anything else
After you bruised me, After you showed all your power
You came back to taunt me, Tried to make me cower
But I stood up against you, For I wasn't even afraid
And then I left your house. No way I was delayed
I cried and I cried, You hurt me and knew it
But my chances were over. I walked out and blew it
You said I could't come back. I didn't want to stay
And it wasn't very long after I went away...
That I realized I was young. I couldn't get no job
I was hurting all my family. It was them I did rob
I also cheated myself. Of a family and a home
They loved me so dearly, Of that I should have known
But I was stubborn, And I wouldn't stay
For I would teach you, I'd do it my own way
I don't regret that I left. I needed some space
To escape from that dungeon, My thoughts to erase
God spoke to me out there, Told me I was wrong too
And it wasn't my place, to disrespect you
You taught me a lesson. When I'm wronged, watch my heart
Make sure nothing in me is wrong, don't even get smart
When God is ready to slap you, be careful I'm not slapped too
Stay out of your face. Be humbled. Let you...
Argue with yourself. 'Cause I'm not even gonna go there
'Cause talking to yourself is no fun. It takes two for warfare
So I apologize for my rebellion and my attitude
Next time I'll let you know all the facts, and see from your point of veiw
I look forward next year to Valentine's Day, in and of itself
And hope I'll learn to love my nieghbors amd respect them as myself
I bottled up my feelings, and I told no one
I wanted to kill you, have it over and done
But I thought about my family. What would happen to them?
Now I want to kill myself. Me gone instead of him
My thoughts are all mixed up. My mind is all scrambled
I still keep thinking about the way I was handled
You cannot make me respect you, by using a great force
It does not make me afraid of you, It makes me hate you more
It makes me think of ways to kill you, Or to kill myself
Thats no way to get respect, or anything else
After you bruised me, After you showed all your power
You came back to taunt me, Tried to make me cower
But I stood up against you, For I wasn't even afraid
And then I left your house. No way I was delayed
I cried and I cried, You hurt me and knew it
But my chances were over. I walked out and blew it
You said I could't come back. I didn't want to stay
And it wasn't very long after I went away...
That I realized I was young. I couldn't get no job
I was hurting all my family. It was them I did rob
I also cheated myself. Of a family and a home
They loved me so dearly, Of that I should have known
But I was stubborn, And I wouldn't stay
For I would teach you, I'd do it my own way
I don't regret that I left. I needed some space
To escape from that dungeon, My thoughts to erase
God spoke to me out there, Told me I was wrong too
And it wasn't my place, to disrespect you
You taught me a lesson. When I'm wronged, watch my heart
Make sure nothing in me is wrong, don't even get smart
When God is ready to slap you, be careful I'm not slapped too
Stay out of your face. Be humbled. Let you...
Argue with yourself. 'Cause I'm not even gonna go there
'Cause talking to yourself is no fun. It takes two for warfare
So I apologize for my rebellion and my attitude
Next time I'll let you know all the facts, and see from your point of veiw
I look forward next year to Valentine's Day, in and of itself
And hope I'll learn to love my nieghbors amd respect them as myself