Thousandsof_Tears
02-13-2006, 10:32 PM
I think about what u said last night
But of all the things you said none were right
Your judging meand that I can’t allow
You’re going to try to make me less but why and how?
Cause you know what I'm your daughter
You need to be a man and a father
don’t set me aside
Look at the good I've done and have pride
Give me pride for my accomplishments
For once do that... Don’t complain give me compliments
We have to move from what I've done
Calling me a hoe doesn’t do anything
You thought you knew me or so you thought
To be loved is maybe what I sought
Cause you’re never around to know what I goes through
But you’re trying to say the one with the heartbroken is you
Because of you mommy cries
Because her heart is filled with your lies
Those lies of where you be creeping around
Those things you’ve said that left us dumbfound
Like that night that was my night of terror
When you said all those things I still can’t believe
You cant fix what you said… just leave
By being here you hurt us
But then I think that if we were to separate we would hurt even more but if we stay together what’s the reason what for? In either situation we end up hurt but the one that we separate hurts less. So for the best of us…all of us is for u to leave let us be. leave get out of our lives and let us live let moms live a happy life because before she never did
She had a bad dad and so have we
So stop the cycle and let us be
Let mom live without thinking she raised us wrong and failed
Because she actually prevailed
Because she helped us and believed
Believed that wed do good in life
I don’t think she’ll be deceived
Like Ashley just said to me;
Mommy know all those big things that have happened in our lives
And you pa know nothing
You don’t know what makes me mad
You can’t tell when I feel bad
You don’t know how to make me laugh
You don’t know how to make me happy
You don’t know me
Cause my mother is the one who’s been there
The one who showed me to love and care
The one who’s always been fair
And where have you been…where?
Not here; not here to help me smile;
Not here to rid me of my fears
Not here long enough to know who I was for real
But now yor trying to say im your hope?
By putting that in your little head
How is that going to help you cope?
Lying to yourself like that
Courtney is going to be the one to do big things
I’ve always known that
Daddy why do you hurt us
Why do you put us in these positions?
Where we don’t know what to do
In this position I’m in fear.
Fear for what you might do
Fear for what I know is reality and true
This is…
Life is a better life without you
(Ashely and courtney are my sisters)
But of all the things you said none were right
Your judging meand that I can’t allow
You’re going to try to make me less but why and how?
Cause you know what I'm your daughter
You need to be a man and a father
don’t set me aside
Look at the good I've done and have pride
Give me pride for my accomplishments
For once do that... Don’t complain give me compliments
We have to move from what I've done
Calling me a hoe doesn’t do anything
You thought you knew me or so you thought
To be loved is maybe what I sought
Cause you’re never around to know what I goes through
But you’re trying to say the one with the heartbroken is you
Because of you mommy cries
Because her heart is filled with your lies
Those lies of where you be creeping around
Those things you’ve said that left us dumbfound
Like that night that was my night of terror
When you said all those things I still can’t believe
You cant fix what you said… just leave
By being here you hurt us
But then I think that if we were to separate we would hurt even more but if we stay together what’s the reason what for? In either situation we end up hurt but the one that we separate hurts less. So for the best of us…all of us is for u to leave let us be. leave get out of our lives and let us live let moms live a happy life because before she never did
She had a bad dad and so have we
So stop the cycle and let us be
Let mom live without thinking she raised us wrong and failed
Because she actually prevailed
Because she helped us and believed
Believed that wed do good in life
I don’t think she’ll be deceived
Like Ashley just said to me;
Mommy know all those big things that have happened in our lives
And you pa know nothing
You don’t know what makes me mad
You can’t tell when I feel bad
You don’t know how to make me laugh
You don’t know how to make me happy
You don’t know me
Cause my mother is the one who’s been there
The one who showed me to love and care
The one who’s always been fair
And where have you been…where?
Not here; not here to help me smile;
Not here to rid me of my fears
Not here long enough to know who I was for real
But now yor trying to say im your hope?
By putting that in your little head
How is that going to help you cope?
Lying to yourself like that
Courtney is going to be the one to do big things
I’ve always known that
Daddy why do you hurt us
Why do you put us in these positions?
Where we don’t know what to do
In this position I’m in fear.
Fear for what you might do
Fear for what I know is reality and true
This is…
Life is a better life without you
(Ashely and courtney are my sisters)