Letter To You- '04"

im writting this letter to you,
to tell u what im feeling
since you quit on us
Theres alot I've felt, A lot I've had to go through,
Many unanswered questions that I want answers to.
I dont know why I care,
Its in the past itd just bring pain back
You have an attitutude as if we never were,
I dont understand, were your feelings for me that poor?
Its been a while, I should already be over this,
But its hard when u dont have the answers,
Its like when you have your heart set to something but never got it complete,
You dont automaticly forget,
It slowly passes with time, but occasionally comes back to your mind.
You probably no longer care,
So ill leave this in the past, As this letter gets thrown into the trash.


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Picture- '05"

A picture is worth a thousand words or more,
Your arms were around me,
But you were looking at her,
She was looking at you just as well.
I wonder why I didnt see it before,
All the times you talked to her,
I guess thats why they say,
A picture is worth a thousand words or more.

~*Sheila Z.

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thats pretty good i must say
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Love Kills- June '04"

They must follow their paths,
He kisses her goodbye,
Tears are forming in his and her eyes.
As he walks away,
Their hearts are breaking from inside pain.
Love can make you live, As this love did,
But it has another side,
A never ending cry,
Love can kill inside.

---this is seperate---
Popularity I won't ever appreciate,
Wealth would overcome me,
Being the same wouldnt individulize me.

---this is too---
It amazes me how some1 can be, at one time they were happy they had u in their arms, they next day they dont even notice how much youre hurting when you walk thru the door. -'04"

~*Sheila Z.

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thanks. :) Ill take a look at urs.

Lost U But Felt I Had 2- '04"

He won over me,
The friendship to u would look like crap if theyd compete
Years of friendship lost 2 some1 u dont even know
These were my thoughts, That was my hurt
Everything you didnt know, Im finally going to show
U say his name like it shouldnt hurt
Our friendship was close
You and him were the reason it broke
Do me a favor dont talk about him
It only pisses me off again
I knew our friendship was lost
I didnt want it too but its something I felt I had to do
I dont forgive you, I dont think I could even if I try
I dont know about you,
But friend could not honestly define you
No longer that close friend,
Just someone I occasionally talk with.
I lost you, but its something I felt I had to do.

----this is a seperate poem---

U did hurt me,
U did loose me,
U were the one who made me cry,
It didnt break you up,
It didnt make you fall apart,
It didnt make u say 'i wish your tears were mine,"
U were fine. -'04"


~*Sheila Z.

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