Tentions rising. Drugs, sex, alchohol. What is it to people and why do they do it. I had a friend for a year or so...I guess u could call her my best friend. She stabbed me in the back and I didn't realize how much I wanted to hurt her back. She decided to talk about me and my other friend behind our backs and didn't know that we both knew what she would say about us. Kristy and I were friends for 3 years and never gotten into a long lasting fight. Until Nichelle came. We both thought that she was awesome and that she would make a good friend, so we became friends with her. We introduced her to these guys we knew that lived right across the street from me. We had fun for awhile...Until Niki had to ruin things, or so that's what I thought. I was furious with her because she ruined the chance for me and Kristy to have as much fun as we wanted that year, tho we were only in the eight grade. The real reason why I was angry with her was because she ruined every chance I had with this guy named Jack. He was my all (so I thought) and I would do anything for him, literally anything. So I was furious with her, wished that I could ruin her life just as much as I thought she ruined mine. I wished the devil on her that he would take her and crush her life up into so many pieces that she wouldn't be able to find herself again. My wish did exactly what I wished and I tried to stop it, but nothing I could do would work. She started to cutt after me and Kristy said that we hated her forever. But before that she had already cutt because of family problems. So me and Kristy decided that since we would never wish death upon a person that we would forgive her. When we did she became better, no cutts, no worry. But in my mind it was different, I thought I didn't care about what she did to herself, as long as she was ruined. But one day I thought about it and it just wasn't rite to leave out a friend and wish her so much pain when she already had pain in her. I felt so bad. It wasn't me who was doing this, it couldn't have been. I didn't want her to crash, I was just mad at my self and took it out on her. I blamed her for all my problems. And I tried to take it back, I did. I even told her parents that she cutt so she could get help. Then after that it seemed like I did all I could for her. And everything was fine, we were all happy again. Now we're in high school, (freshman) and now she worse then ever. Now i dunno if it's peer pressure, but i think about the wish i made and how i tried to take it back. Or did it take role once i wished for it? Is it my fault that she is soon to be a drop out? What do i do? :sobbing:

That movie sucked ass.