I conformed my mind to prepare to die, now i've forgotten how to live.
And returning to the world I loathed, not sure how to start again.
Although my wings have spread to fly, they're anchored to the ground.
The scars that kept my soul alive are now what holds me down.
When death became appealing, my clouded vision soared.
The spirit keeping my heart alive, now my sacred sword.
Prepare the coffin, not the grave, i need a bed to lie
Upon deaths edge to recollect the desperate tears i've cried.
Prepared to die my final fear, leaving the world behind.
My emotional captor, tremendous pain, the thether i lie beside.
So break the chain and end the pain, the anchor disappears
And i'll float to the sky, greeting death, cleansed of my lasting fear.

...I can relate to like every poem you write, it's scary....

im glad u can relate. i write these poems from my emotions. and how crappy i am feeling right now. thankyou for reading them 2. it means alot 2 me.

Fire of rage, of fear of pain
Sight of death that keeps me sane
Eyes a shade less than before
Sparkle's gone, escaped once more
Lips of pink, a worn out smile.
Tears that fade, lost in denial
Heart the broke a thousand times
Pieces lost you'll never find
Soul of glass dropped from the sky
Watch it shine, and pass you by.
Broken fade and lost in pain,
Fire of rage, a single flame

keep posting em, it's like stuff I've always wanted to write. I'm saving em all on Word.

Forgot-me-not
Let me fade into nothing,
Let me sink into despair
Let me drown in the depths of an ocean
Of water that's not there.
Let me cry on my own
Let me run far away
Let me escape to my dream world
Where I'll never learn to stay
Let me shine like the sun
Let me fade like a falling star
Let me hide in the darkness
Though light isn't very far
Let me live through this torture
The never ending pain
Let me find the secret
To hide among the sane

charmed0220, your are an incredible writer. Have you showed anyone else these poems ?

*aplause*