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Please do not tell me what I already know;
I can't find the way to let you go.
My heart yearns for you every second of the day,
I can never find the exact words to say.
You know I love you, always have, always will.
I don't think you know I'm in love with you still.
I would change it if I could, just to please you;
but I can't change this, there's nothing I can do.
Fate is a mystery, you only know it once it's here,
I pray my fate, ends with you, but I fear.
I fear I might not be granted my wish,
but if you are happy, that's even better than this.
You are my soul, my heart, my smile;
at least I had the gift of having you for a while.
I truly believe you love me, if you look deep inside.
I know I'm not perfect, but feelings don't hide.
You are my best friend, amazing and true,
it is for this reason, that I love you.

*Yes it's a sappy love poem, but oh well...you'll live*

Curse on my Heart

Betrayal and unjust anger,
emotions I cannot bear.
I'm falling even deeper,
these walls are caving in around me.
I have to push through,
and get out alive.
It's a constant battle to survive
with you.
Your heart is pounding,
stays calm still.
Have you any remorse?
I am bleeding right here,
in front of you. Do you look?
You turn away, ignore the pain.
"Get over it" you say,
if only it were that easy.
I have a curse on my heart.
Fear and anxiety,
feelings of despair,
I don't know where I'm suposed to go.
What point is this? For me?
My life has no meaning,
except for this deep
depression.
I have lodged myself into.
You are my life, you
breathe air into my lungs.
Death is inevitable,
without you here beside me.

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