well i know im not alone,
cause you're right there at my side.
so i'll close my eyes,
and try hard not to hide.
& if you're ready to come in
be prepared to be afraid,
cause on the inside im an ugly person
tattered, torn, and jaded.
i'll hold back my tears,
just to keep you safe,
i'll shut my eyes forever,
to never see the terror on your face.
i wont tell you how they hurt me,
i wont tell you that i bleed.
i never asked forgivness
only you is what i need.
i dont want you to know what happened,
but i know if you look you'll see.
somewhere lost within,
lies a horrible person in me.
never afraid to do anything,
and anything was what i did.
whatever they wanted they got from me,
and i was only a little kid.
i'd didnt think i'd regret it,
at the moment and the time.
everything was so simple,
everything was fine.
but now im not alone,
and i see you standing beside me.
see you trying to search for something,
something good inside of me.
just to save you the trouble,
i'll tell you not to look.
im filled with evil and bitterness,
for my innocence that they took.

im not sure if i posted this a while back or not...comments or suggestions are welcome.

This is probbly the best poem i've ever seen on here, in the whole 2 years i've been a member. Its both beautiful and tragic, entwind together. It hit my heart so bad, it was if i lived within your poem for a moment. Great work...